Here I go, on my way to Mexico
Another flight, another show
Where it ends, wish I could know
And now I'm falling down the rabbit hole
Thoughts I wish I didn't hold
Truths I wish I didn't see
And all of it just swallows me
Fears ignite like kerosene
Trapped inside of the in-between
Tried to wash off your memory
But now you live inside of me
Didn't get what I wanted
You're only real in dreams I'm haunted
You are just a ghost
Of somebody who I didn't even know
Illusions come and go
And fade in the afterglow
In the afterglow
In the afterglow
In the afterglow
In the afterglow
In the afterglow
In the afterglow
Down so low
Drowning in the undertow
Another lover
Another lover
Watch you go
Wish this time It wasn't sp
And now I'm spinning on this karmic wheel
Where I numb myself
So I don't feel the pain
So I don't feel the pain of being torn apart
I wish I could protect my heart
I wish I could protect my heart
Didn't get what I wanted I wish I could protect my heart
You're only real in dreams I'm haunted
You are just a ghost
Of somebody who I didn't even know
Illusions come and go
And fade in the afterglow
In the afterglow
Look at me Love drunk on some fantasy
Repeat the same insanity
I wish my brain worked I wish my brain worked differently
Remember when I said to you I didn't wanna write another sad song
Well that's exactly what you made me do
Is that what you really wanted
All along
Didn't you get
What you wanted
I'm only real in dreams
Now you're haunted
I am just a ghost
Of somebody who you didn't even know
Illusions come and go
And fade in the afterglow
In the afterglow In the afterglow
In the afterglow In the afterglow